feeling better…

written by: cyn knight
happy saturday-ness bloggywood!

so the past two days have been better.
and i can only attest it to my mind over matter attitude about it all.
i said i was done, and i am in fact, DONE!

i set goals for the month…
correction: i set REALISTIC and ATTAINABLE goals for the month…
i have to bump up the 10 miles a week to about 12.5 because i decided to give the #50milesinmarch a whirl. (i got 3.76 miles in so far — w00ts w00ts)
i know i sucked last month but i have everything going in my favor this month. a longer month for one, less chances of a major blizzard and i have two 5k’s next week so that’s a nice chunk added to my week.
i’m determined to get ‘er done!

i also started level 4 in the ripped in 30 and all i can say is holy-effin-burpees.
ugh.

i SO need this shirt…

is there a person alive who actually likes burpees???
i mean other than freaks of nature like jillian michaels.

i’m steadily approaching 60 days down in the #90kickassdays too & i have decided that i am not stepping foot on that scale or taking measurements until it’s complete.
can i really go another (i weighed-in this morning one last time as was pleasantly surprised that i hadn’t gained despite feeling like the stay-puff marshmallow girl all week!) 30-something days without stepping on the scale?
this may be my toughest challenge yet!
but i’d like to think of it more as an experiment than a challenge.
i’m trying to shift focus on the fitness/health aspect of this journey and NOT just about what the number on some clearly diabolical manmade contraption says.
and i cannot do the full shift with the scale workings it’s ugly voodoo on me all the time.
so adios scale!
until april 9th that is…

next thursday i conclude ripped in 30 and i am unsure what workout i should take on next for the final 30 days? i thought about doing the shred and ripped again – in order throughout the month?
i have a little over a week to decide.

right now i am about to get dressed like an adult – meaning no workout clothes – which i seem to live in these days – and head out for some time out at our favorite spot and a much needed tasty beer.

*snicker*

i have earned it.

ohhhh…
one final thing, and i was a bit leery about putting this on here as i am wicked superstitious but… i want my intent out there in the universe; especially since my little epiphany the other day and my decision to let the universe take me where i am meant to be.
but i put in for a job that would be perfect for me and while i am not exactly qualified per say judging by my work experience, i know i could handle it.
today i got a letter in the mail which i assumed was my *thanks but no thanks* letter.
wrong!
it was an invite to take a written test for the job in a couple of weeks.
i made it to the next step!
yayyyyyy!
so good news. even though i haven’t sealed the job and may never get past the test, just getting to the next stage has brought some much needed ego stroking!

peace, love & margaritas kittens!
xxoo
cyn

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